R. Antonio Matta
Author | Poet | Artist
HI THERE,
Welcome to my creative world! I'm an ardent weaver of words, navigating the realms of poetry, fiction, and creative nonfiction. My works primarily delve into the intricate terrains of personal development, philosophy, and the myriad hues of life experiences shaped by mental health issues. From the shadows of anxiety and depression to the haunting echoes of trauma, suicidal ideation, and substance use, my writings seek to capture, understand, and illuminate these complex emotions.
Feel free to explore my digital stories, a unique blend of words and visuals that transport you into the heart of my narratives. If my words resonate, you can order copies of my work here. Your support means the world to me and fuels my creative journey. So, dive in, and let's embark on this literary adventure together! Thank you for being a part of my story.
In my efforts to confront a range of mental health conditions, the ramifications of trauma and adverse childhood experiences, the stigma attached to mental health, substance misuse, and other challenges faced by the underrepresented and voiceless, I rely heavily on my personal experiences and observations of others. The complexities of life's ever-shifting kaleidoscope of events, emotional landscapes, and unpredictable twists can often be overwhelming. Through my creative work, I aim to educate, enlighten, entertain, and provide a candid snapshot of the harsh realities of mental and behavioral health issues.
"Recovery is like a phoenix rising from the ashes. It’s a journey that takes the soul to its zenith and is powered by deliberate life transformations that echo in the chambers of existence. Just as a river carves its path, a person’s autonomous choices etch an indelible mark on the canvas of their mental wellness. It’s a dance, a rhythmic interplay of cause and effect. In this dance, one’s willpower orchestrates a symphonic empowering autonomy. Recovery is not a byproduct. It’s a production of life that’s not just about surviving but about thriving and daily manufacturing vivacity—a purpose-driven life that’s an intoxicating, self-replenishing tonic of a self-directed will and fulfilled life."
Your Genesis: A Simple Essay About Change explores the power of perception and the ability to change our lives. Drawing from ancient philosophy, it highlights the importance of awareness and acceptance in the face of change. The author shares his journey of personal growth and the importance of changing perspective. The book encourages readers to end what is not serving them and embark on a new beginning, transforming their lives through the power of perception and the courage to change.
Destiny's Stereo is a literary masterpiece that combines Greek mythology, Freudian and Jungian psychology, Shakespearian drama, and modern philosophy to create an intimate portrait of life with schizoaffective disorder. The story follows Sapieus Holmes, an acid jazz trumpeter struggling with mental illness and love. The book serves as an allegory, reflecting humanity's collective unconscious, society's denial of harsh realities, and the profound human disconnection from unconditional love. It serves as a mirror for introspection and growth, urging readers to reflect on their experiences and beliefs.
Love Is in the Eye of the Beholder is a story about award-winning reporter Dalesa Moreno, who struggles with depression, loneliness, and a quest for love. Despite her professional success, her personal life is marked by heartache and pain, leading her to attempt suicide. Romeo, a psychoanalyst, helps Dalesa untangle the roots of her depression. The novel is filled with lyrical elements and over two dozen spoken-word and free verse poems, offering a heartfelt exploration of trauma recovery, personal empowerment, and the resilience of the human spirit.
"Born Premature, Loved Overdue is a memoir by R. Antonio Matta, detailing his early life in a world marked by emotional abuse and neglect. The memoir paints a stark picture of fear, isolation, and silent suffering, with Antonio's yearning for love and connection contrasting with his cold upbringing. This "emotive-reflective" narrative is raw, peppered with poignant poetry, highlighting the invisible wounds many bear silently. Despite the storm, Born Premature, Loved Overdue is a testament to human resilience, personal growth, forgiveness, and liberation from trauma through truth.
